I have zero life.

Between all my med classes and working on my days off of school and then both weekend days and nights, I seriously have no life. I have no energy to do ANYTHING. When I get home from school and work all I want to do is go into hibernation for 8743258798790583749 days. Some say I should cut down my hours, oh yeah duh. Why didn't I think of that? Oh, maybe cause I have rent and gas and food and bills to pay and I need to set aside money for that day when I just have no time/patience to cook and also to go buy that new shirt or jewelry or shoes cause my day sucked that bad. Oh wait, thats like everyday. BLUH.

All I have to say is thank the big guy upstairs for TiVo or I would be deprived of the only things that fill my void of being a teenager again:

Gossip Girl

SYTYCD

Glee

It's Always Sunny

and

The Office

another thing I need to fix is this boy void. I think the perfect solution is a small adorable puppy I can snuggle with.

There we go, the answer to all my problems. Now if only I could figure out a way to not smell like smokehouse 24/7.

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So I think it is safe to say that I officially suck at blogging in the past month or so. Speed Update: 1. Spain was INCREDIBLE

Madrid

Segovia

Family in Tarazona

Plaza De Torros

....aaaaand now I am in Utah once again consumed with school and work.

oh summer and europe come back to me.

The Time Travelers (i think im going to kill myself, this is so depressing) Wife

This is by far the saddest movie I've ever seen in my life.

Just warning you, bring tissues and a very happy attitude.

I went into this movie already being a bit depressed 

and then I just got more and more depressed as the movie went on.

So, to make up for the sad mood I still seem to be in, 

I think I will go see 500 days of summer... again.

Three some puppy. (yes I'm serious)

So. Today I was at the mall and I can never NOT go into the puppy store.

This one puppy locked my eyes on him and sucked me in.

I walked over to him and he jumped up and I just pet him and loved him and was crushed when I saw he was over a thousand bucks.

This puzzled me because he looked like a mutt. So I read on:

This dog is a special soul. He is a three way mix of (I don't remember the names).

Well, it just so happens that the this adorable little pup came from a night of a three some.

Congrats America, I've never heard of such a thing.

Plus, why would you have this written when all the people that come into your stores are mothers and children?

I am sure the most asked question is not, "Mommy can we get the puppy?", it is, "Mommy, what is a Three some?"

The Serenity Prayer
	God grant me the serenity  to accept the things I cannot change;  courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference. Living one day at a time;  Enjoying one moment at a time;  Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;  Taking, as He did, this sinful world as it is, not as I would have it;  Trusting that He will make all things right if I surrender to His Will; That I may be reasonably happy in this life  and supremely happy with Him Forever in the next. Amen. --Reinhold Niebuhr
Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will direct your paths. Proverbs 3, 5-6

Things I've learned in a week or so.

1. I remembered how much I love being out of my element and realize how long it has been.

2. Love can make you feel like the happiest person on the earth one day, and the next, well, you can feel more misery than you can ever remember feeling before. Though, you have learned this lesson more than once before, it still manages to hit you like a ton of bricks.

3. There is no point in even trying to make everyone happy.

4. Sometimes, you need to just make things happen. Just because they don't fall into place, doesn't mean they are wrong.

5. I believed my horoscope was not just coincidence today...ok I do, but I can pretend. Can't I?

6. East Coast is way prettier than the West in many ways.

7. Silversun Pickups, La Roux and Coldplay are way better live. MGMT is horrible, live.

8. Ghostland Observatory is a new love, they are so fun.

9. July and Julia is one of the best movies I've seen in awhile. I also like 500 Days of Summer. 

10. Too many things to write and too many things that wouldn't make sense to anyone but myself.

California Traffic

Dear California,

Really? It is not that hard to turn on the freeway without dropping your speed from 80 to 30.

California, I used to enjoy or at least STAND your stupidity when it comes to driving. But enough is enough. Lets all be brave and just gently tap on the brake instead of stomp.

Thank you,

Tired of wasting hours in the car.